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A
DREAM COME TRUE
by
Elspeth
We
met at a party. Not a great party, not a bad party, just a party, at
a
big old house in the next village to the one where my parents lived.
I'd
gone down there partly because they'd asked me if I could house-sit
while
they were away, partly because I thought it would be the perfect
place
to study in - I was in my second year at university, with exam
retakes
coming up, and knew myself well enough to realize that I needed
to
be away from distractions. For a while it was great. I got up, did
loads
of work, made pots of tea, went for walks, relaxed by watching
crap
on TV, that kind of stuff. But after a few days I was starting to
climb
the walls. No company, no fun; I'd had enough. So, when my old
school
friend Kate called round and asked me if I fancied going out for
the
evening, I jumped at the chance. We hadn't seen each other for a
while
and if nothing else it would get me out of the house for an
evening
and be a good chance to catch up on a few things.
Kate
said we didn't need to dress up, it wasn't going to be that kind of
do,
so I just put on a pair of jeans and a cropped white singlet top. I
was
so happy when they came into fashion; there's something I really
like
about the idea of a bare midriff if
you've got a nice one and, to
be
honest, my stomach is one of my better assets, flat and firm with a
nice
deep navel. Besides, it was only a few weeks since I'd been on
holiday
and I didn't see any reason not to show off the tan I'd brought
back
from Spain, and on top of that I thought it looked good with the
silver
ring I'd had put into my navel the winter before. A girl likes
to
feel she's being noticed, doesn't she? The only other jewellery I
wore
was a pair of long dangling silver earrings that I thought went
nicely
with my tan and emphasized my neck - that's another part of me I
feel
good about. A leather jacket for if it got cold later and my
trusty
Doc Martens, and that was me.
I
met Kate in the local pub. There were a couple with her, who she knew
but
I didn't. They had a car and said they weren't going to the party
but
that they'd give us a lift. We had a quick drink and left.
It
was one of those lovely warm English summer evenings - birdsong, the
scent
of honeysuckle, long shadows on the lawn, that kind of thing -
and
the party was mostly taking place outdoors. There was a barbecue up
against
one of the house walls, a table with salads and fruit and
drinks,
and about twenty or so people drinking and talking. There was
nobody
there I knew but I wasn't bothered because the person I really
wanted
to talk to was Kate. I think she must have felt the same way as
me,
because once we'd said hello and had a few minutes' chat with the
couple
throwing the party, who she knew through work, she suggested we
grab
some food and wine and go and sit in a quiet corner. I was quite
happy
to do that and so we spent the next hour on a bench under a tree
working
our way through plates of tandoori chicken and salad and a
bottle
of red wine from Bulgaria and what she and I and everybody we
could
remember had been up to and had a lot of fun while the party just
went
on around us.
By
the time we'd finished off the wine it was getting pretty dark. "I'll
go
and see if I can dig up some more of this," Kate said, waving the
empty
bottle, and set off across the lawn. She hadn't even reached the
house,
though, before I saw a man, not somebody I'd seen earlier, catch
her
arm and say something to her. I could tell from her body language
that
she was pleased to see him - we'd hunted together at school and so
I
remembered the signs well enough - and after a few minutes watching
them
first talk together animatedly and then drift away, I realized
that
in all probability that was going to be the end of whatever
companionship
I was going to get out of Kate this evening.
I
stayed under the tree for a while, watching people come and go, and
then
went off to get another glass of wine. A lot of the people were
still
outside but I was starting to feel the chill of the evening a
little
bit and so I decided to go indoors. Walking through the house,
going
nowhere in particular, in and out of various empty rooms, I found
myself
in a small one which was furnished as a place where you could
sit
and chat, with a low ceiling, cream-coloured walls and a
comfortable-looking
matching sofa and armchair with a low table between
them.
Leaning against the wall opposite the window there was a big
full-length
gilt-edged mirror. I put my jacket on the back of the sofa
and
the wineglass down on the table and went over to give myself the
once-over
in it.
It's
a thing of mine. I've never been able to resist mirrors. Female
vanity,
I can hear you saying, but it's more complex than that. There
are
times when I look at myself in one and it seems more like
masochism;
I have string hair days, industrial waste hair days, orange
peel
complexion days, even map of the moon complexion days, days when
I'm
too fat, days when I'm too thin, so many different kinds of bad
days...
Tonight,
I was happy to see, wasn't going to be any of those. The mirror
seemed
to like me and I found it easy to lose myself in the way it
reflected
me back to myself. It's not that often you find nice
full-length
mirrors in places where you can enjoy them privately and,
what
the hell, I was alone there, wasn't I? No need to get
self-conscious
or anything, was there?
So
what did I see? Well, I saw me, Helen, looking, if you'll forgive me
for
saying so, pretty good. What would you have seen if you'd been
there
and given me the once-over? Early 'twenties at a guess, medium
height,
about five six; slim build, ditto legs but it's hard to be sure
because
of the jeans; bare midriff with two shiny silver studs winking
from
it; small breasts; quite wide shoulders, 'swimmer's shoulders',
I'd
once been told; slender arms ending in hands with long tapered
fingers;
and a long, I think you could say quite a delicate, neck. As
I've
already said, that and my stomach are perhaps the bits of me I
like
best.
My
face? Well, unlike my namesake I couldn't imagine it launching a
thousand
ships, but I was happy enough with what I saw. I've got
naturally
auburn hair which goes into wild tangles of curls if I let it
grow,
so I normally keep it pretty short, which doesn't stop it curling
but
it does at least stay manageable that way. I've got a heart-shaped
face,
hazel eyes with long lashes and quite thick, slightly arched
eyebrows
which I never bother to pluck, a straight nose, and a mouth
that
the same person who told me I had swimmer's shoulders said was
just
asking to be kissed. I pouted at my reflection and then burst into
a
giggling fit at the sheer silliness of what I was doing. What if
someone
were to come in and catch me blowing kisses at myself in the
mirror?
Telling
myself to calm down, I decided to go and sit on the sofa and
drink
my wine. A minute later, a woman's head came round the door. I'd
heard
nothing of her approach.
"Was
that you I heard laughing a minute ago?" she asked.
"Yes,"
I grimaced, "but don't worry about it. I'm not going mad or
anything."
"Good,"
she said, and smiled. "Do you mind if I join you, or did you
come
in here to be alone?"
"No,
be my guest," I answered, and the rest of her followed her head
round
the door and into the room.
"I'm
Faith," she said, coming towards me and holding out her hand. I
took
it in mine to shake. It felt warm and soft. She had
beautifully-manicured
nails, I noticed, not long, but perfectly shaped
and
painted a pale frosted pink. She had rings on several fingers,
including
one that looked like a wedding band.
"I'm
Helen," I said, and raised my eyes to meet hers. They were a vivid
cornflower
blue, very striking and very lovely. So was the rest of her.
I
could see right away that she was quite a bit older than me, but the
lines
around her eyes and mouth were delicately enough sketched that
they
added to her attractiveness rather than detracted from it.
Immaculately-cut
straight ash-blonde hair in an asymmetrical cut,
shoulder-length
on one side, just reaching to her jawline on the other,
even
features, light makeup around her eyes that accentuated their
blueness,
lipstick to match her nail polish, and perfume that was both
subtle
and heady at the same time and, no doubt, far from cheap. She
was
simply dressed in an off-white sleeveless number, cut just tight
enough
to emphasize the fullness of her figure. It reached down as far
as
just above her knees, showing off the shapeliness of her calves and
arms
to perfection. Her skin was deeply tanned, not a pale creamy-brown
like
mine but the colour of rich strong coffee ice cream. The neckline
of
the dress plunged to reveal her throat, where just one or two
wrinkles
were visible when I looked carefully, and the swell of her
breasts,
her cleavage emphasized by a small golden pendant that nestled
there,
dangling from a thin chain.
"You
look as if you're enjoying the view," she said in a light and
mocking
voice.
"I
am," I heard my voice answer, without even being aware of opening my
mouth,
let alone framing the words. And then it hit me what I'd said.
It
was so out of character, so, so...forward. Don't get me wrong, I
wasn't
exactly a virgin or anything; I'd had my share of sexual
experiences,
including one or two with women (the first was with a
trainee
gym teacher when I'd been in my last year at school, if you
want
to know - she was the one who'd told me about having swimmer's
shoulders
and a mouth that was just asking to be kissed - and there'd
been
a brief thing with a girl I met in my first year at university),
but
I certainly wasn't in the habit of coming out with this kind of
direct
stuff to people I'd only just met, especially women.
"You're
blushing," Faith said.
"I
know," I answered, reddening still further. "What must you think of
me,
saying things like that?"
"I
like it - if it's the truth."
"Well,
even if it is - and I'm not saying it isn't - it's still not the
sort
of thing you say to a stranger. Two minutes ago neither of us even
know
the other existed."
"I
knew you existed," she said. "I saw you arrive and watched you go
into
the garden to talk to your friend, and then a while ago I saw her
kissing
a guy down at the bottom of the garden and wondered where you'd
got
to."
"So
did you follow me in here?"
"Not
exactly."
"But
not exactly not, either?"
She
laughed. "No, not exactly not, either. There was something about you
that
struck me straight away. Don't you ever find that, that you see
someone
and for no obvious reason you feel you've just got to find out
more
about them?"
"Yes,
I know what you mean. It happens now and then." I could've added
that
it was happening to me right then. This Faith wasn't the kind of
person
you met every day. Quite apart from her looks, which were enough
to
make her stand out anyway, there was an aura about her that
suggested
that here was a woman well worth getting to know.
"I'm
not bothering you, am I?" she said.
"Bothering
me? No, not at all. I wasn't exactly having a whale of a time
here,
and it's nice to meet someone new."
"So
why don't we sit down and have a drink and find out all about each
other?"
And
that's what we did. Faith had a bottle of good wine with her and
together,
side by side on the sofa, we poured it into our glasses and
our
hearts out to one another. She was, as I had suspected, married,
but
it was a while before we got round to talking about it; there
seemed
to be so many other things to talk about first.
"My
husband's somewhere in one of the other rooms with some people he
wants
to do business with," she said, wrinkling her nose in what looked
like
distaste at the word 'business'. "But you don't want to hear about
things
like husbands and business, do you? You look as if you're too
young
for that kind of thing. How old are you?"
"I'm
twenty-two."
"I'm
forty," she said,
"You
don't look anything like it," I replied.
"You're
sweet to say so." She had a lovely soft husky voice.
As
she leaned forward to reach for the bottle to refill our glasses I
was
unable to resist the temptation to look at her breasts. She had on
a
low-cut white bra, I noticed. Out of the corner of her eye she saw me
looking
and, when she had filled the glasses, turned to me with a funny
kind
of half-smile.
"Are
you a lesbian, Helen?" she asked, softly.
"No,"
I said, blushing again. "Are you?"
She
raised an eyebrow coquettishly. "I'm a respectable married woman,"
she
said in mock shock, the half-smile still on her features. "But I'd
be
lying if I told you I wasn't sometimes attracted to good-looking
women,"
she continued after a moment.
"Me
too," I answered in a small voice after what seemed like an eternity
of
silence.
"You're
a good-looking woman," Faith said.
"You
too."
"So
here's to good-looking women," she said, raising her glass and her
eyes.
We
drank in silence for a moment or two. It was Faith who spoke first.
"That
ring in your navel looks good on you. Did it hurt a lot?"
"No,
not really. It was a bit sore for a couple of days, that's all."
"It
looks great. You've got a lovely stomach."
"Do
you think so?"
"Mmm,
delicious. Mine was a bit like that when I was twenty-two. Not any
more,
though. Can I touch?"
I
could have sworn my heart missed a beat.
"Sure,"
I said. My voice sounded like a cartoon frog's.
Faith
was sitting on my right. Her right hand, with its perfect nails,
reached
out. The fingertips rested lightly on my belly for a moment and
then
she began to move them to and fro, to and fro, caressing my skin
alternately
with her fingertips and her nails, still smiling, her eyes
still
fixed on mine. It felt wonderful. Very soft, very sensual, very
exciting.
She continued. I gave a shudder with the sheer pleasure of
it,
I couldn't help myself.
"Look,"
she said. "You're getting goosebumps and all the tiny hairs on
your
stomach are standing to attention. You're not cold, are you?"
"No,"
I laughed. "Not cold."
"Something
else?"
"What
do you think?"
"I
think...something else. And I think I know what. Are you getting
excited?"
I
nodded and blushed again. Of course I was getting excited, very
excited.
Wasn't it one of the most common fantasies in the world, to be
seduced
by a stunning older woman, with all her experience and ripe
beauty?
It was certainly one of my dreams, and here it was in the
process
of coming true. Wouldn't anyone be excited?
Faith
placed the flat of her right hand on my stomach. She put her left,
which
she'd been allowing to lie along the back of the sofa, on my
shoulder.
I turned my face to hers. We were very close. I could see her
every
detail in close-up: the fine lines on her forehead, the tiny
blood
vessels in her sparkling eyes, the crows' feet at their corners,
the
hint of blonde down on her upper lip, the contours of her slightly
parted
lips...
"Listen,"
she said in a quiet voice. "There's nothing I'd rather do
right
now than lean over and kiss you; isn't that what you're
expecting?"
I
nodded, reached out my left index finger, ran it down her jawline, and
let
it rest on the bare skin at the top of her arm.
"And
is that what you want?"
"Oh
yes," I whispered.
"Me
too. Believe me?"
I
nodded again.
"Good.
I don't want to be a killjoy, but this isn't exactly the right
time
and place, is it? We're guests here and somebody could come in at
any
minute, and unless I'm greatly mistaken that somebody could well be
my
husband. He'll be looking for me soon and he'll want me to go home
with
him. And I'll have to. Sorry, but that's the way it is. But
tomorrow
he's going to be at work all day and won't get home till late
in
the evening, so what about if you come to my place? I can give you
lunch
and then we'll have the whole place to ourselves and the whole
afternoon
to enjoy it in. How does that sound?"
Well,
it sounded distinctly second best, to be honest. I've always had a
fertile
imagination and that, together with Faith's proximity and the
magic
her mere touch on my skin was working, had got me worked up to
such
a pitch of excitement that I was anything but keen on stopping
right
now. I could recognize, though, that saying so wasn't perhaps the
brightest
idea in the world. Sometimes you just have to be patient and
now,
it seemed, was going to have to be one of those times. I decided
to
play it cool.
"Well,
they do say good things about anticipation," I answered her, with
what
I hoped was a rueful smile.
"You're
sweet," she said, and rummaged in her bag, which was at her
side.
She took out a pen and a notepad and scribbled on it.
"Do
you know where this is?"
"I
can find it." It was in a village just a few miles away.
"Do
you want me to pick you up?"
"No,
it's OK. I've got the use of a car."
"Good.
So let's say about noon, all right?"
"Lovely."
"And
give me your number too, just in case."
I
gave it to her. She looked at it as if memorizing it and then put it
away
in her bag.
"Look,"
she said, "I've got to go and pee. Don't go away. Please." And
with
that Faith stood up, adjusted her dress, and walked to the door.
When
she reached it she turned round and blew me a kiss before turning
on
her heel and vanishing. I took a deep, deep breath and reached for
my
wineglass. My hand was shaking as I raised it to my lips.
When
she came back a few minutes later she was not alone. There was a
man
behind her, who came in, smiled, and said hello. I stood up and
smiled
and said hello back, but deep inside I found myself hating him
for
taking her away from me. If he'd been the best-looking man in the
world
I would have hated him right then.
"I'll
just get my bag and say goodbye," I heard her say to him. "You go
and
get the car. I won't be a minute."
He
left.
"I'm
so sorry, Helen," she said, her face looking as if she really meant
it.
"I've got to go, but I'll see you tomorrow, won't I?"
"Oh
yes," I said, unable to keep the eagerness out of my voice. "Just
try
and stop me."
"So,
until tomorrow," she said, and held her arms out. For a moment we
hugged,
our bodies pressed together, my hands splayed on her back, hers
roving
over my buttocks. Her breath was warm against my face her scent
in
my nostrils, her hair soft and fragrant against my cheek, and her
lips
just brushed in the faintest way imaginable against mine, and
then,
maddeningly, she drew away from me.
"Patience,
patience," she murmured, and was gone.
I
caught up with Kate a few minutes later, sitting on another sofa in
another
room. She was with the guy she'd met on her way to get the
wine.
"Hi,
Helen," she said. She was beaming all over her face. "This is
Pete."
I
got the feeling Pete was probably about as pleased to see me as I'd
been
to see Faith's husband, but if he had any worries about me taking
her
away from him he was wasting his time. Looking at the expression on
her
face, I could see that it was about as much of a racing certainty
that
those two were going to spend the night together as that I was
going
to spend it on my own.
"We
were thinking of going soon," he said by way of introduction. "Do
you
want a lift?"
Twenty
minutes later I was letting myself into a silent house. Not even
a
dog there to keep me company, but if I was honest with myself it
wasn't
company I wanted. It was Faith.
Going
into the living room, I turned the light on, took off my jacket,
and
threw it over the back of an armchair. I stroked my stomach, trying
to
rekindle the feelings she'd aroused in me. It wasn't the same - I
hadn't
expected it to be - but it did get me aroused enough to take off
the
rest of my clothes. Between my legs I was wetter than I had been
for
ages. I went and lay on the sofa and started to play with my
breasts,
wishing it was Faith's hands and not mine that were feeling
their
contours and rolling my nipples between fingers and thumbs. I
allowed
one of my hands to roam slowly down over my belly, lingering on
my
navel, then down, down, running fingertips through the springy mat
of
my pubic hair, teasing open my labia, seeking out my clitoris,
caressing
the skin of the very tops of my inner thighs, playing myself
like
a well-tuned and familiar instrument, bringing myself to mounting
peaks
of excitement, all the time imagining Faith was with me, doing
these
beautiful things to my body.
By
and by I felt the familiar sensation of an oncoming climax stealing
up
on me. It was just then that the phone rang. Who the hell could it
be
at this time of the night?
"Fuck,"
I said out loud, and walked across the room to answer it,
cursing
whoever it was who was intruding on me.
I
lifted the receiver.
"Hello,"
I said, not trying to keep the grouchiness out of my voice.
"Helen?
Am I disturbing you?"
"Faith?
Faith! Oh God, I'm sorry, I didn't know it was you. I was just
thinking
about you.. Do you know that?"
"Well,
I did have my hopes. Look, I can't stay, but I just wanted to
ask.
Have you looked in your jacket pocket yet?"
"No.
Why?"
"Well,
I left you something there. A little reminder of me. So go and do
it.
Keep thinking of me and I'll see you tomorrow. Goodnight, baby."
And
that was that. She hung up. I listened to the dial tone for a moment
and
then I hung up too. I walked over to where I'd left the jacket and
thrust
a hand into each of the pockets. The left one came out holding a
shred
of cloth. White cloth. Silky. Lacy. A pair of panties. Faith's
panties.
Tiny, sexy, ultra feminine. As worn by her tonight.
I
felt a big grin spread across my face. I walked back over to the sofa,
lay
down, and raised them to my face. Inhaling deeply, I felt my head
fill
with the memory of Faith's perfume, mingled with another scent,
headier
still, that was both familiar and different. It was, I was
pretty
sure, a scent I was going to get to know better the next day. I
let
my right hand slip back to my sex again and picked up where I'd
left
off.
To be continued...
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